seize fire? or not?

alright. there's something like a seize fire with a condition which have never been to my favour. a pay allowance cut. :/ cried the whole morning becos of it. & i seriously hope my dad will just say & not put it to action. im praying to all the gods now. :/ HELP! SOS, PLEASE!

anyway, mid sems is this week. & im having papers only on thurs & fri. & thurs is wormy's big day. URGH. i super hate having exams during birthdays. :( but anyway, im screwed enough i think, havent studied a thing yet. & am sooooooo not in the mood for notes, books & whatever that's studies related. looking for motivation, again, as usual. HAHA.

alright. im thinking of switching my blog to livejournal(as it is more private & i can lock up post to keep it as friends only) or i can change my blog address & only tell whoever i think they should know about it (but i think its kinda mean). HAHAH. but no matter what, its still in the stage of THINKING. ;D so till then. i need to go back to my notes for now. & try to get something into my puny brain. HEES. best of luck to everyone! ;D

& & & its 12 more days to 20th december. HEHE! ;D
im not in the mood for any birthdays celebration for me now. all gone. totally. dont even wanna be reminded of my birthday. wish i was never born.