it is 12.36am now. and guess what, there are policement at chung cheng high school (yishun), wonder what they are doing sia. there shouldn't be a break in lorx. what's there to steal in a school? if there is, those robbers are crazy man! wonder...
aiyo! why am i such a kpo? but if this happens to you, you will also want to find out one horx. but! i need to sleep le. dun care le lahx. hahas. nites peeps. bye!

harlow! just changed my blogskin cause im kinda bored with the previous one already. tag in ur comments, ya? hahas. bye!

oh gosh! ARGH! i have suddenly remembered that my brother is coming back tomorrow. even though i don't know what time. *sigh* my brother is going to mean that i will be barred from using the computer again! he would be back to playing maple and cho-ing his levels already! ARGH! i won't even get to touch the computer or even go near it man! OH MY GOD! this is dreadful. and someone will there saying that i have not studied anything that day when i already studied and information is over-loaded already. ARGH! i hate that kind of life man. i kinda love this kind of life where no one is around to fight with you for things. *grins* BUT! it is coming to an end already. i guess good things don't last long, huh? *sigh* LIFE IS SO STRESSFUL NOWADAYS! why do we have to have exams? is that piece of paper really that important? it is just a piece of paper man? *sigh* but we have to slog like sh!t just to get it. GOSH MAN! it is ridiculous man! irritating! *sigh* i am wasting time again for the second time today. *sigh* anyway, i have finally started mugging, BUT nothing went into my brain! if this goes on, i am going to flunk my 'O's. but i can't afford to. *sigh* perhaps i really need someone to discipline me and nag at me. even though it may be super irritating but at least i will be mugging and not idling around wasting the precious time of mine away when lots of people is asking for more. *sigh* maybe its time, i do some justice to them and also to myself. i don't think i want to get sh!tty results for the 'O's. i want to cry when i get my results because i did well and not because i flunk it. as for the others, they are studying and asking for more time, while i idle my time away. from today onwards, i need to go full-force in studying for my 'O's. won't be back to blog till after the 'O's which is 22nd november. bye!

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST FOR THE BIG 'O'S EVERYONE! LETS WORK HARD TOWARDS OUR GOALS! =)

ARGH! i am going crazy soon. life is so stressful now as the 'O' levels is less than 2 weeks ahead. ARGH! *sigh* i suddenly felt that i am like a loser. i don't have the discipline to sit down quietly for hours to study. ARGH! and just now, i was browsing through some of my friends' blogs and friendsters photos. i felt so jealous to see them with their stead so sweet together. OH MAN! my relationships are always a failure. none of them could last. it make me feel like a failure. my studies ain't good and my relationships with my friends or ex-steads are not good too. i just got one burning question, "Can't we stay as friends, even after we broke up?" why can others (like andrew & adeline) still be good friends when they broke up. but for us, we don't even talk to each other. we just treat each other as though we have never know each other before. OH MY GOD! if that's the case, i shouldn't have stead in the first place. ARGH! i am starting to hate myself. because that relationship, i gave up lots of my friendships for it. *sigh* i am such a failure in life. i am bad in practically everything. *sigh* all my good friends have become so hostile to me. *sigh* it is so depressing man! ARGH! i think i will just stop here for now. if not, everyone reading this will be affected by me. bye!

i need motivation to study! ARGH! althought i have started studying, nothign simply went into my brain. they went in and came out. im thinking of too much things. haiz. why do we have to take the 'O' levels. it is so torturious! i hate studying! ARGH! it only kills my brains cells. not only one brain cell but millions of them! ARGH! ok. i better stop ranting.

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YEAH! i love studying! i love to mug! i love exams! they rox! hehes. *grins*

LAMER!-_-' ARGH! but i need that motivation. so pardon me horx? hehes. ok. im off to the books again! bye!

hey hey!~ hahas. im so bored at home now. staring at the four walls and even if i scream at the top of my voice, no one will be there to bother me. my parents, as well as my brother, are out of town. my parents left last friday night for europe while my brother left early this morning to malacca. SO GOOD! his psle finish le, he can play like hell le! ARGH! why the 'O' levels so long de. everybody else is already enjoying themselves after the exams but us, we still need to slog like hell and study till our brain go dead! ARGH! sickening exams! i hate it man. but i have to love it, so that i would start studying if not, i would have to take it all over again! I DON'T WANT TO! i wanna finish this thing up as fast as possible sia. haiz. anyway, today i went to school at 7+ to go for geography lesson. hahas. then i skipped biology lesson. i find that it is a simply waste of time. and we just go in and hear her nagging! ARGH! IT SUX! it is stressful enough man! i don't want more stress to come and disrupt my life. i am someone who can't work well under stress! SO PLEASE STOP STRESSING ME UP LE! ARGH! i think i am going crazy soon. hahas. anyway, i have been crapping here for the last couple of minutes. perhaps, it is time to stop le. hehes. that's all bahx. hahas. bye bye!

harlow!~ im so happy today worx! hahas. at least, we started to talk again. hehes. after all, things are not as bad as what i thought. we are still friends worx! hehes. today is the graduation day worx. then when we finished walking to graduation walk, i cried so hard sia. haiz. i really don't bear to leave the people in this school. this school housed many of my happy and sad times. it is the most enjoyable period of time in my life man! hehes. it is where i have got to know to many good friends! i will really miss them man! esp 2A2'2003 & 4S3' 2005. they simply rocks! hahas. and now, we have started to talk. hehes. im back to the group. today will always the happiest day of my life! thanks so much for everything guys~! thanks for giving another chance to be your friend! *YIPPEE!* hahas. i hope that we will keep in contact even after we graduated! FRIENDS FOREVER! don't ever forget me! ROCK ON! hahas. =) anyway, the year book is awesome! it will be my dearest treasure! hehes. that's all! bye bye!

hey ppl!~ hahas. had my combined science today worx. it is kinda weird actually. there are a lot of different results sia. im so confused when i asked around for their answers and i even started to doubt my own answers. kinda afraid man! haiz. anyway, it is over le. hehes. going to home alone once again! ARGH! my parents are going to fly for europe tml night, my brother is going for a school historical trip to malaysia next tuesday and leave me at home alone again! *boohoo* sob sob. im always the one who is being left at home sia. this is the second time this year le worx. the first time was during july when my parents went to vietnam and my brother to japan sia. unfair horx? haiz. i dun care sia. next time, im not going to allow them to leave me home le! hehes! *evil grins* haiz. anyway, im naughty today. i skipped biology lessons after the prac and went home. hehes. i find tat it is kinda fruitless le. cos we are already taught everything, now it should be up to us to mug and mug and mug le worx. hehes. anyway, tml is our graduation ceremony. heard tat we need to go up on stage to get something sia. so freaky and lame! ARGH! it is as wat someone said so gao xiao. anyway, im quite looking forward to tml's graduation ceremony worx. hehes. will update again. that's all for now. bye bye!~

hey ppl!~ had my biology practical the day before yesterday. it is kinda bad sia. but nvm. hehes. im going to study hard for my written papers and my results will be fine le. WEEE!~ hahas. anyway, tml im going to have my combined science practical. hehe. wish me luck worx! GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST, EVERYONE!~ that's all. bye bye!

hey ppl!~ hahas. school is a bit special today. hahas. cause it's mr low, our principal's 60th birthday. hahas. the teachers had a little celebration for him in the parade square during morning assembly. it is fun! hahas. it started off with ms soo, beating round the bush about the people who are very important to mr low other than his wife. i got quite irritated by her actually. cause i was very eager to know who were the people she was refering to. eventually, they were revealed. hahas. they were the students from the pioneer batch of our school. they presented mr low with a bouquet of flowers. then a cake with 60 candles was being pushed out and the birthday song was sang by the whole school. then, mrs zahri and mrs rachel lee sang a song dedicated to him. mrs lee sang well. hahas. it was fun when mr low had his speech. hahas. he spoke about the official opening. the funniest part is that mr goh chin seng was the person who acted as the wax figure of bruce lee. LOL! hahas. but the sad thing is today is also the last day of school for all 4Es and 5Ns. although, today is the last day for most of us. but some of them have already declared their study leave days ago. like my class, there were 7 people absent. but i think it is still far more better than 4A3. i think they only have less than or equals to half the class present. and also, many of the 4S1 people were late on purpose. they celebrated mr low's birthday with him in the foyer. it is a very new idea. hahas.
i finally have decided to go for the prom night. im going with my class 4S3. hahas. persuaded quite a number of people to go. i hope that it would be a very fun night as it may be our last gathering and our last chance seeing each other. hahas. i am really looking forward to 24 november, the day of the prom. hahas.
i hereby want to wish all fellow schoolmates and all who are taking the O levels exams GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS!
that's all. bye!

hey ppl! im back once again. haiz. tml is all sec "4E & 5N"s last day in school worx. after tomorrow, we will be having our study leave. but during the first week of our study leave, we will need to go back to school on days when we have our extra lessons and on friday when we have our graduation ceremony. haiz. time really flies. it seems like i have just joined this school yesterday and now i going to take my Os in a few weeks times. haiz. when i am in school, i am dying to get out of it., but when i am leaving this school, i wanna stay on. haiz. i am so weird! but i guess a lot of graduating students will be in this dilemma too. haiz. i was in the midst of crying in class today. haiz. will really miss this school, even though the teachers may suck at times and the school rules simply don't rocks either. but i am going to miss everyone that i know in this school even my old group of best friends. even though we have already fallen out, you guys will still be my bestest friends! and of course, i am going to miss my meis and students of 2A2'03 n 4S3'05 too. hehes. that's all for this entry i guess. bye!

hey ppl!~ hahas. it has been ages since i last blogged. cause my computer was spoiled. haiz. juz reformated it. hehes. went to malaysia during the 23 Sep to the 25 Sep. it was fun! hahas. went to watch a motorcycle competition. it is superb sia. so exciting. will wanna go and watch it in the further. hahas. then, life is still as boring lorx. 'O' levels is just in a few weeks time. OH MY GOD! and my prelim results was a disaster. just passed 4 out of 6 and the l1r5 is like 30+ lorx. OH MY GOD! like that how to get into jc. haiz. anyway, im aiming for jc. hahas. i have nothing to crap about le. hahas. but before that, GOOD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING THEIR END-OF-YEAR EXAMS! that's all. bye!